Sunday, September 20, 2009

Can't Keep This Up

I am so worn out! I don't even know what to say as I sit here. It is just one of those feelings that weigh so heavily on your heart, and no matter what you seem to do you can't shake it until you face it head on. I am possibly the busiest I have ever been, working around thirty hours a week and taking ten units at the local community college. I have been so busy and stressed during the week that when the weekend comes around I feel like I need to escape and forget about it all, which really sucks when Monday morning rolls back around and I'm in a worse position then previously. I know what to do to fix it, but I can't seem to make those changes right now. This reality has been sneaking up on me for a while but this weekend was a big eye opener. I have been slipping into a mindset I have previously had, where I just don't care. I need to get focused again. Time to quit sliding and start climbing again!

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